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Sebuah hadiah, dari semesta.

Berbagai peristiwa terjadi dalam hidup. Baik buruk suatu pengalaman itu ditentukan oleh persepsi kita sendiri. Segala hal yang terjadi pada dasarnya bersifat netral, pikiran kita yang menentukan apakah itu baik atau tidak. Dan sebenarnya tidak ada hal di dunia ini yang benar-benar buruk terjadi, selalu ada sisi baik yang bisa kita temui selama kita terbuka untuk menemukannya.

Pada satu waktu kita mungkin pernah menghabiskan terlalu banyak energi dan pikiran untuk fokus pada suatu masalah. Why we don't put our energy more to the solution, when we know everyone has their different version of the story?

Can you even imagine how could this happen? And do you ever think this is really a terrible thing?

Or would you mind to use my glasses to know how I am seeing about this stuff?

The colors of the rainbow, that's what I see. 

This isn't a perfect friendship where we never have a fight, or never separate so far away with hatred and fury on every way. But, we know there is also a dark indigo as a part of the rainbow.

We are not as good as we thought, and they are also not as bad as we thought. At first, I saw this as a disaster. I felt betrayed. I lost my self respect. And I had a moment when I thought that I'm a miserable one which lost anything precious in my life.

But then, I realized that the “precious things” just about to happened. Justru di sinilah titik dimana hal-hal baik baru terjadi.

Menurut stoic, “it is a good luck that although it happens to me, I can bear it without pain.” How lucky I am, walaupun ngalamin hal ini, masih tetap bisa belajar dari situ, dan bisa menjalani tanpa perlu remuk karenanya. [lowkey lie]

Sometimes it hurts to let it go, but it hurts more to hold on. Same as hatred that I have. Some people are meant to leave, but that's not end of your story. That's the end of their part in your story. And now i'm glad that some people who's not good for me is gone.

For real if you try to look at this problem from afar perspective, it's actually NOT as bad as I thought. Lol. Ternyata gak sebegitunya juga.

kaya, "kita sebenernya ngapain sihhh??" WKWKWKW gblg bgt. 

Welp maybe you don't believe what just happen to us now, to be honest, also me. But doubt is the part of the acceptance process. And maybe you wondering while looking at your ceiling, it sounds untrusted, but really, I don't want to hold any bitter in my heart further.

I've given myself enough time to forgiving in silence and never talk to you again as a respect of your decisions.

But now, the fate guides our way to raise a moon upon the pitch-dark night, again.

terakhir, buat lo: