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karya #2

Bunga dan Renda kartu dan gelas ramai berpesta lantang menebar asa dusta pecahkan saja bongkar semua bungkam mereka yang menipu daya biarkan jari-jemari itu menukik gemar gigit satu yang pelik tiba di atas kepala seorang anak sesaat ia terlepas genggam  dari peluk ibu suatu malam maka lekaslah bergegas tinggalkan memoir tua tinggalkan nestapa muda untuk manis-manis yang tertawa menunggu dibawakan bunga dan renda lalu kembali saat terang purnama namamu, mau disimpan di mana?

karya #1

Gelas kaca Lihat gelas kaca­ mari bercermin padanya Kupegang secangkir kopi hitam Pekat nan aroma memikat Tapi tunggu dulu Ada siapa di sana Ini muka penuh luka Siapa punya? Tak ada parut namun raut gelisah Tak ada darah hanya wajah memerah Pahit, pahit yang tertinggal Bersua pada detak napas janggal Lama lupa hangat peluk suaka Siapa punya? Hias tatapan nanar tuan Dengan rona yang memudar Jeritan yang tertelan Masih hidup pun tiada pendar Habis pula temponya Untuk tertawa Untuk bercerita Untuk bersamanya. Ini muka telah basah Siapa punya?  

kapela

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"When you learn more about yourself than your partner."  E veryone has their internal problems, some of them struggle with trust issue, anxiety, lack of confidence or self-control, hard to socialize with others, it could be anything. Bound a relationship means you will (pleasurely) flip your cards open. You let someone else to know and holding your deepest secrets, your flaws, your insecurities, your nightmares, your black cards. Generally, we only give this access to a few people. The one that we trust, we love, and someone that makes us feel safe. You don’t have to worry to share anything with them, you know they won’t judge you and will all ears for you. But it doesn’t mean they have to dealing with  all  your internal problems. It’s okay if you need someone to lay on, to help you go through something and grow further, but actually they don’t have to also bear your pain. They are a human too. They are a person. Not a rehabilitation center. If you have unfin...

kita

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Sebuah hadiah, dari semesta. Berbagai peristiwa terjadi dalam hidup. Baik buruk suatu pengalaman itu ditentukan oleh persepsi kita sendiri. Segala hal yang terjadi pada dasarnya bersifat netral, pikiran kita yang menentukan apakah itu baik atau tidak. Dan sebenarnya tidak ada hal di dunia ini yang benar-benar buruk terjadi, selalu ada sisi baik yang bisa kita temui selama kita terbuka untuk menemukannya. Pada satu waktu kita mungkin pernah menghabiskan terlalu banyak energi dan pikiran untuk fokus pada suatu masalah. Why we don't put our energy more to the solution, when we know everyone has their different version of the story? Can you even imagine how could this happen? And do you ever think this is really a terrible thing? Or would you mind to use my glasses to know how I am seeing about this stuff? The colors of the rainbow, that's what I see.  This isn't a perfect friendship where we never have a fight, or never separate so far away with hatred and fury on...

karam

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Hi, amor is here ♡  I wrote this in case the future me was afraid to take risk, start new things, or too lazy to get up from bed :)  kay gurl, listen. when u wanna be good at something, then u gonna try to watch a bunch of videos, read a few books, u search this and that theories, but it's all doesn’t matter if u didn’t take the first step. i didn't say that effort is worthless. what i'm trying to say is you have to practice what you want to good at.  For example y ou were thinking about how to be good at public speaking. But what you did is always stay quiet and keep the words in your head only. Semedi lo? Buat apa banyak nonton "How to thingy" atau baca buku ini itu, kalo gak berani mulai? You can't only learn something by theory. You must act. Same analogy like u are going to watch a bunch of gym videos, nonton banyak tutorial video gym, tapi nonton doang. Ya gabakal six pack lah pandu.  You wont get anything if you spent your time just for planning and did...

karena

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for some people they dont need the scribble.   now playing : Hindia - rumah ke rumah  i wrote this after the earthquake in banten, today (6,6 Magnitudo).  thankyou for clicking this page, hope u always healthy and happy. hi dear, me after you now growing up with understanding. i've learned that without pain and struggle you wouldn't have strength and character. without those negative people you might not appreciate the positive people in ur life.  without that rejection or break up, you might not have been guided to something better. all  those insecurities have a big role to build your motivation to start grow. your sadness and depression teach you to caring anything you have today.  there are reasons and purposes in everything that happens. absolutely everything. dont ask me why. u dont need to say u dont deserve it. what thing you should ask is "how do i manipulate this?" or another question "how can this make me stronger, better, wiser and hotter?"...

kejar

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Fase baru dalam hidup. Menyenangkan? Cukup. Tidak sangat, namun tidak kurang. Takut? Tidak sedikit. Banyak perasaan-perasaan baru yang lahir. Beberapa malam ditemani kopi.  Ah, tidak juga, terkadang malah tidak berguna.  Lelap tetap nyaman singgah meski di antara kertas-kertas berantakan. Goretan pensil tak karuan. Hitung eliminasi, akar pangkat diskriminasi. Loh, ini mana subsitusinya? Ubah ke integral, buat pohon, kenapa error? Variabelnya salah. Hapus. Kok tidak muncul? Ulang.  31 Desember 2022. Sudah berlari sejauh mana? SUDAH SAMPAI MANA? BISA APA SAJA? MASIH TIDAK BERGUNA? HAHAHA.  Gapapa. 1% sehari juga sebuah langkah. Dengan begitu kita bisa meraih 365% dalam setahun.  ya itu bisa asal konsisten, bodoh.